one unfortunate fact about me is I do actually find the chris nolan oeuvre kind of fascinating. I wouldn't call myself a fan but I have seen nearly all of his movies and I'm often thinking about writing some kind of essay ranking then on like thematic grounds
I genuinely have no idea where this comes from, but in every group I feel like everybody is secretly hating me, even though there might be no logical reasons to assume so. I can't stand my personality, my voice and especially every little detail about my appearance.
I've made really poor decisions and gotten really lazy. Starting in late 2024 until now, I've slowly started drinking and isolating myself more and more. This all came to a head when I (honestly like a light switch) started feeling really dark inside. Before my drin