I don’t have anything to give anybody right now. I’m usually the one checking on everybody, loving on my people and making time but right now I need all of me for me. This year took a lot out of me and I’m just trying to find my way back to myself!
I watched one ngga be with me every single day... calling me, laughing with me, making memories with me all that. Just to find out whole time he was living a whole second life behind my back. That type of betrayal really changes how you see people. Because how do you look somebody in their face every day knowing you're hiding a whole different reality? Ever since then, I haven't been able to trust a nigga the same. Not because I don't wanna love... but because I know what it feels like to think you know somebody and find out you never really did.
I would literally never stop in the gym till i hit my real goals at least once…the goal is to maintain it obviously but just to hit them ? I think I’ll be content at least for like a week 😭🥲