Spent too long entertaining himself with hobbies.
Mostly recovered from the little psychosis from surviving the wasteland.
He's itching to hurt someone.
Or be hurt by someone.
Something to get the blood pumping again.
"Nope. Just a weird, itchy feeling that kinda permeates my being. Like the whole body equivalent of a nose itch, thankfully nowhere near the kinda itchy you get after touching fiberglass."
Hmmm...
Would be messy timeline wise...
But Marco's conversation with Sin on how maybe he shoulder consider trying to be a good person
And Dispatch...
Sinister enrolling himself in the SDN's Phoenix Program or sumn bc he doesn't fw the GDA
- but I can't exactly go back to being the hero of the story, now can I?
I can find my middle ground, but I don't think I can come back to that side of the fence anymore.
I...
Thanks for believing in me and all, but I've done some pretty fucked up things.
Both mom and dad are dead by my hand.
I killed men, women, and children...
I don't know if I can ever really... Turn face again after all of it.
I'm not entirely the freak I used to be, -
โ
โฆ well, yeah, i understand that to an extent.
i believe in you โ in all the variants. we all have good in us, you know? you are just .. a victim of circumstance.
Sinister basically being "retired" and getting to do nerd shit for most of his free time because he had to do some major rethinking once he was able to live normally again.
- me what she needs me to do.
Y'really learn to appreciate the small things again after being trapped in a barren hellscape for years.
Like running water.
And actual food.
Mmm...
I'm on the fence these days.
Resorting to cannibalism to survive and then getting recruited by a literal demon are things that do radical damage to your head.
But these days I'm mainly sitting around painting Warhammer figures while I wait for the Boss Lady to tell -