It's my fault but I really don't know what to do. I don't like to be around ppl who are mad at me. I'm scared but I guess I made things worse so the best thing is just to disappear from his life now. No point in trying to apologise because it didn't help
So funny the entire day I've been thinking about what an amazing boyfriend I have blah blah then the other shoe drops unexpectedly and now I guess I'm single again.
Just realized that I have no idea what to do when someone gets mad at me.
I apologise and if I realize apologizing doesn't work, I just realize I don't want to be around the person any longer.
Above all, don't give up. Try everything. Exhaust every option. Knock on every door. Ask and ask again. Keep going even when you're tired. Be pertinacious with your efforts, your thoughts, your prayers, your kindness, your love, your work. You are incredibly capable.