ManesillaOdiaLaVida ⁷

BUSCO.
-un tiro en la cabeza
-un tiro en el pecho
-que me atropellen
-dinero
-novio
-plenitud

[nes @evanxiz]

i’m so glad he is not ashamed to be healing his innerchild with toy story, trinkets and such, he didn’t have time to be like other kids : (

[vic ; THE SIN: BLISS @jakewon_stars]

— #EVAN REVELA QUE TUVO CÁNCER...

🦌: En 4to de primaria me diagnosticaron un linfoma maligno. Empezó como una tos que parecía resfriado, pero jugando fútbol me quedé sin aire y en el hospital me enteré de que era cáncer
​🦌: El tratamiento fué duro, pero me mostraba fuerte por mi mamá, en el hospital tocaba la guitarra en shows para pacientes, aunque quería ser cantante, en ese momento solo pensaba en vivir e irme a casa al ver morir a otros niños
🦌: ​Logré superarlo, pero al volver me molestaban porque mi cabello apenas crecía por la quimio y me faltaba energía; para encajar lo aguanté, pero me volví más introvertido, tenía mucho sin pensar en eso; duele recordarlo...

[𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐘 🪽🦭 @mintii596]

My top 3 gut-wrenching heartbreaks:

1. 10th March
2. 9th July
3. 4th September

[히잉 @gomenneplz]

오늘부로 이희승 지지를 철회한다.

오늘부터 지지 관계에서 벗어나
이희승과 나는 한 몸으로 일체가 된다.
이희승에 대한 공격은 나에 대한 공격으로 간주한다.

다꺼져시발

[✦ @evsnstar]

“many members of the company and many people i love. i don’t think i can”

[Adriano @yaoi_2k]

Genio: tienes 3 deseos

Yo: haz que supernatural sea la mejor canción de newjeans

Genio: aún tienes 3 deseos

[ManesillaOdiaLaVida ⁷ @ManeSauceda]

ERES.UN.ANGEL.LEE.HEESEUNG.

[ً @heesevns]

he would rather be misunderstood and let people think the worst of him than risk hurting the people he cares about and somehow people still look at that kind of selflessness and call him selfish

[ManesillaOdiaLaVida ⁷ @ManeSauceda]

De verdad no hay nada que me haga creer que eres un monstruo como cierta gente dice que eres. Eres un ángel lee heeseung

[About Music @AboutMusicYT]

Evan talks about being diagnosed with cancer when he was younger:

"The treatment process wasn’t easy, but when I saw how my mom took care of me nonstop, I wanted to put on a brave face for her. When the hospital held events like talent shows for the patients, I’d play guitar and even host them.

I dreamed of being a singer ever since I was six, but to be honest, back then I didn’t really have the mental bandwidth to even think about that. I’d watch my friends pass away and kept thinking, “I want to live so badly, I want to go home.”

Thankfully I made it through treatment and got to go on with my life, but fitting back in with my friends wasn’t easy.

I had a lot less energy, and since my hair was still growing back from chemo, I got teased a lot for it. My friends would be like, “What is that, grass? You’re like a monk.” But I just took it because I wanted to fit in. Once I got to middle school, I had some good friends, but I wasn’t as outgoing as before.

I became more of an introvert. I haven’t thought about that in a long time. It hurts to bring it back up."

[About Music @AboutMusicYT]

Evan talks about being diagnosed with cancer when he was younger:

"The treatment process wasn’t easy, but when I saw how my mom took care of me nonstop, I wanted to put on a brave face for her. When the hospital held events like talent shows for the patients, I’d play guitar and even host them.

I dreamed of being a singer ever since I was six, but to be honest, back then I didn’t really have the mental bandwidth to even think about that. I’d watch my friends pass away and kept thinking, “I want to live so badly, I want to go home.”

Thankfully I made it through treatment and got to go on with my life, but fitting back in with my friends wasn’t easy.

I had a lot less energy, and since my hair was still growing back from chemo, I got teased a lot for it. My friends would be like, “What is that, grass? You’re like a monk.” But I just took it because I wanted to fit in. Once I got to middle school, I had some good friends, but I wasn’t as outgoing as before.

I became more of an introvert. I haven’t thought about that in a long time. It hurts to bring it back up."

[Sawon:E @jwpilled]

i hope his sickness is never used in fanwars. Be a human for once

[emi ‎♥︎ @overflowxo]

i'll never cry over another man the way i cry over heeseung

[💿outwest of me @99condition]

the worst fandom you know is currently mocking an ex member for having cancer as a child

[m. 🪽 @evaniette]

la vida te dió una segunda oportunidad porque solo el universo sabe cuánto lo merecías porque no hay una sola pizca de maldad en tu corazoncito, te aferraste a seguir viviendo y ahora por fin estás cumpliendo tu sueño, te amo por siempre heeseung y te elegiré una y mil veces más

[tiny heeseung 🪽 @tiniehee]

heeseung opening up about dealing with cancer at the age of six… and through all of the treatments and chemotherapy he still would attend talent shows and even host them for other patients 💔 our fighter thank you for choosing this path even then

#에반 #EVAN #희승 #HEESEUNG

[𝓂𝓊𝒶𝒶 ✴ @besitoconodio]

cuando la broma ya terminó hace 20 minutos, pero sigue repitiéndose en mi cabeza sin parar

[yami @yamilaaff]

realmente hay personas que nunca pensaron en el suicidio? los envidio, deben tener una vida hermosa

[isthatjen @0v3rf1ow]

i miss heejake.

[ManesillaOdiaLaVida ⁷ @ManeSauceda]

Me gusta mi carrera pero me aterra sentir que no es mi vocación

[pepinico 🥒 MISS SKZ IN PERU @nic_00lazzz]

a veces me pongo a pensar si de vdd me gusta mi carrera pero no quiero llegar a la respuesta pq no sabría q más hacer con mi vida

[pepinico 🥒 MISS SKZ IN PERU @nic_00lazzz]

a veces me pongo a pensar si de vdd me gusta mi carrera pero no quiero llegar a la respuesta pq no sabría q más hacer con mi vida

[vic ; THE SIN: BLISS @jakewon_stars]

NUNCA LE QUITEN A JAKE EL RUBIO