MarjaniLane

pro-black polyamorous educator

[MarjaniLane @MarjaniLane]

@Lordacolyte Yeah it’s done now as of a few hours ago. Very fiery and painful and more traumatizing than I preferred, but it’s over. I can now start healing.

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Today I process finalizing a break-up.

Which is painful. But I’ve listened to a partner say some of the most disgusting things in terms of child rearing.

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I am broken hearted. Thanks to my personality disorder, I’ll process this hard but fast.

But it still sucks.

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However it may have a lot to do with how he processes information I give him and the disconnect.

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I mean I’m well educated and polyamorous but for some reason “you’ll get too old to have a child” has been seeded in my brain and I’m only 31.

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Recognize that I’m not practicing what I preach.

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As a 31 year old AFAB person - this “ageism” fear is both reality AND fantasy lol.

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Do you practice egalitarian polyamorous dynamics? https://t.co/vaoV4EbRry

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I am trying to get all my social media together.

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I changed phones a few months ago and had a hard time logging in.

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Got back into my account! Whew!