alice—edtwt

edtwt ⋆𐙚⊹♡ 22 -
sw: 250lbs/113kg ͙͘͡★ cw:135lbs/61.23kg ͙͘͡★
167cm ͙͘͡★ bmi 21.8
gw: 110lbs/49.9kg ugw 85lbs/38kg
disordered for 12 yrs

[alice—edtwt @MarxhenStarr]

Intro for Edtwt .ᐟ.ᐟ
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Alice ಄ 22
Pro recovery ❤︎ basic dni
5’6/167cm
Sw 250lbs/113kg 𓏵 cw 135lbs/61kg 𓏵 gw110lbs/49kg 𓏵 ugw 90lbs/40kg
Wlw loser who loves cute things ꨄ︎
Vocaloid ♬⋆.˚magical girls ♬⋆.˚cosplay ♬⋆.˚fashion ♬⋆.˚Yuri !

[alice—edtwt @MarxhenStarr]

Off work at 3 if I’m not totally exhausted afterwards I’ll go on a walk and get all my steps. Then probably bed rot until work tomorrow

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My friends and family won’t care about me until I lose weight. Thats just how it is. My pain isn’t real unless they can see it in a way that makes them feel bad

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Having such a terrible day I want to explode

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Won’t even lie I woke up and the scale still has not moved at all and I ate again this morning and I feel disgusting but I want that scale to move so bad so I’m hoping tonight and this morning followed by a few days of fasting helps it start to fall off :(

[alice—edtwt @MarxhenStarr]

I’m such a stupid fat fucking idiot I want to cry

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Power went out in my neighborhood and I had to call in about a tree taking out a power line in our backyard it stressed me out so I omaded these rice cakes, some popcorn, some yogurt melts, and a spoon of peanut butter. Back to fasting now. 650 est

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@tympanistarves The Fuji apple is so good !!!!!

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Lowkey told my gf I’ve been starving myself and she didn’t gaf lol

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@starringmocha ITS SO YUMMM

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I’m very hungry someone take my cravings awayyyy

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@gentlgutr0t No I felt so seen that’s how my omads look too. Genuinely throwing together whatever I want/need

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@Starryfluer I omad between 400-900 cals and fast for a few days in between tbh

[alice—edtwt @MarxhenStarr]

“We’re worried about you” no one texts me you make plans without me you replace me in plans without even thinking about it you ignore me when we DO hang out and you just get mad at me all the time. I don’t think you are 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[alice—edtwt @MarxhenStarr]

Ana maxed bc she bought me a soft pretzel without even asking me and there’s no way I was gonna eat that when I was already feeling like shit about myself.

[alice—edtwt @MarxhenStarr]

Guys if my gf offers me some of her food today what do I do. I want her to worry about me but at the same time I don’t lol

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@cutelydevious If u can find it in stores cashew milk unsweetened is low cal af and a decent consistency!!! It was my oat milk before oat milk

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Omfg what do yall know about cashew milk

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TERRIBLE DAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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What I’m serving

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BMI 21 walking around with a bmi 17 I look like I’ll eat her deadass

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On a date with my gf and I literally look obese as all hell fuck my ever loving life

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Ughhhh stressful work days make me wanna starve and binge all at once