Matheoussee

haha yes

[Matheoussee @Mathioussee]

i got mentally ill and did a monster can photoshoot

[nathan fielder @nathanfielder]

Here is official trailer, You Can See Everything

[scary seam licker maia 🧶🐈‍⬛ @seamholder]

i feel a deep kinship with this poem and it also just breaks my heart

[۶ৎ @sunaeiyu]

pendant que vos chers influenceurs préférés invitent des gens de droite et d'extrême droite

[1000eyes @1e0y0e0s]

THE VHOLUME OST IS NOW OUT ON BANDCAMP 🖤🖤

[Cloudy 🌥️ (real angel) @oncloud_e]

sorry puppy, i can't play 'push your nose in it' right now, do you think you could just mop up? Mommy is trying not to kill herself

[JOEBRO ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ @Joughbro]

Petra Parker and MJ

[Matheoussee @Mathioussee]

@bloomfilters oh this is a fun video about getting really immersed into airplanes...

... oh

[Patchy #SETHTWT @NeverPatchy]

green

[sillygirl2001 @shibawri]

final words;

its been in effect for a little while now, but i wanted to publicly state that sillygirl2001 as the account you all know is officially retired. you should not expect further posts.

i started this account years ago as a meager gaming account to share community with my friends in destiny 2 and melee, serving primarily for shitposting. around 2023, i decided to shift it into a relatable yet dire commentary on some of the issues ive personally gone through and overcome, while hoping to inspire introspection and respite for those around me.

i found myself trapped in loops of self-victimisation and cycles of mental illness, so i created a character that was a caricature of both my problems and the ones of those who have surrounded me. i wanted to make an anti-hero, someone who is supposed to make you feel deeply uncomfortable yet relatable enough to hold a mirror up to the similar cycles of those who follow. sillygirl2001 is not meant to be an idol, or anything close to someone you should desire to be. shes a histrionic nihilist who blames the environment and circumstances of life as a scapegoat for change—denying the notion that she should be anything but a codependent victim to her own suffering. sillygirl2001 is the embodiment of believing that the world should change for you, and that unfairness and trauma is validation and reason enough to not try to pursue anything, instead garnering pity and wallowing in misery for momentary relief rather than being oriented towards a happier life.

while i hope that the relatable punchlines and whimsical comedy helped bring a smile to people in a troubling moment, i pray that she has shown you a clear picture of what not to be. i am the antithesis to sillygirl2001–ive overcome my own disorders, healed my depression, processed my lifelong trauma, and found a future i wanted to live in, and that was only possible by having the opposite of the mindset my character has portrayed. you will self-fulfill your own demise in the delusional belief that you are biologically broken, and that your victimhood should be front and foremost, constantly needing to be validated. sh, drugs, anhedonia, theyre all temporary things that you are genuinely able to have a life without, so long as you can find it in yourself to face the hard truth that the only person making your life unfair in this world is you. happiness can be found in any situation, under any circumstance, as long as you care to seek it out—and if you dont care, well, you need to grow up. your troubled and delinquent life doesnt make you an icon, it makes you an unpleasant narcissist disappointing anyone who has ever cared about you. it was the hardest truth i had to reveal to myself, and if you found yourself gravitated to this character and she made you feel seen, then its a truth that resides within you as well.

if youve ever felt polarised by this account, you had the intended effect. it doesnt mean i didnt or dont still believe in a lot of the things ive fought for on here, but it does mean that there are multiple truths out there. i thought that i was doing what was healthy when i was in these cycles, and i was convinced that the trauma-bonding and the communities i was integrating into were healing me and pulling me out of that pit, but more than likely you arent doing much more than entering a mass grave. you dont need an angel to come into your life and fix you, and you dont need your struggles to be what gives you identity, you just need to find a way to let those experiences guide you to a happier hill, and thatll only come from inside you. people can send their troops to aid your battle, but you have to fight your own war.

best wishes to everyone who embarked on this journey with me, your happiness will sprout when your halo does.

for those still wishing to stay in touch with the person behind it, @ 5hibawr1 has always been open to mutuals, and @ 7riage is more in line with who i am, not who sillygirl2001 is.

[Rayaan @Rayaan_Pog]

Here's how Pirate gaster can totally be real!

[Matheoussee @Mathioussee]

t4t couples

[AWRORA 🐶 @auroraabloom]

⛓️‍💥 FERAL COLLECTION ⛓️‍💥

𝕺𝖓𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕯𝖗𝖔𝖕

🖤 6/12 @ 8PM EST 🖤

[hazel🎃🧹 @BluebriarArts]

my deltarune chapter 5 prediction

[Matheoussee @Mathioussee]

@D0ll04 this is giving Sift Heads î need to play that demo

[noir_aquamarine🐟🗽 @cloutastral]

I’m sorry Fujimoto.
Im sorry for believing in you.
I’m sorry for trusting you.
I’m sorry for thinking I knew you.
I’m sorry for thinking you cared.
I’m sorry for ever loving you.
I’m sorry.

[furmerly ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ ❗⚡️🃏 @furmerly]

pharaohs fuck better because they ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh put the pussy in the scarmophogoghs

[Cristina Méndez @xstinamendez]

do you believe in fate

[Matheoussee @Mathioussee]

@jaydiarie this is my moment