@DefiantLs God wouldn't want me to suffer? The Bible has plenty of instances that God allows suffering in the life of the believer for multiple reasons. One example is Romans 5:1-5, paraphrasing; rejoice in suffering, knowing suffering-> endurance-> character-> hope.
Joy in God isn’t meant to be kept to ourselves. We love others best when we help them rejoice in God too.
In fact, by its very nature, joy in God has an impulse to expand by drawing others into the same joy.
Message: “‘How God Made Me Happy in Him’: John Piper’s Journey to Joy”