There was never a time that I didn't regretted my decision. Everytime I feel down, there's always this temptation that I want to come running back to you.
But I know this is for the best for both of us.
Hey, if you ever somehow found a way to read this. I just want to let you know that I'm still thinking of you. Always. I'm still trying to survive my everyday life. It's not the same without you. You were the one that gives light to my life. But I had to surrender the fight.
Anyways. If ever the time comes you find someone else. I hope he takes care of you better than I did. After all, you were the only person that I had the intention of loving forever. So I hope (knocking on wood) he'll fill all the holes that I was not able to fill.