anyways, I love that i get guilted into going to comfort my mom when she treated any emotion i had other than joy as wrong and punishable.
like, fuck you, i'm not your emotional sponge
one time i had a friend die like, within 30 mins of when i saw her, and i told my mom that she died, and my two other friends were in comas, because i was devastated and didn't know what to do
she just stared at me and said...okay.
then she wouldn't take me to her funeral