The reason why you canโt find love is that God is protecting other people from you. Youโre the problem. The worst part is that you say communication is key but you wonโt say anything for like 2 - 5 business days.
Once youโve betrayed your partnerโs trust. You donโt get to dictate to them how long itโll take for them to get over their hurt, your job is to focus on earning back their trust and be humble throughout the process. You arenโt entitled to anybodyโs forgiveness. Be patient and wait for them to forgive you on their own time.