Not ashamed to say I desire a life partner.. it’s actually important to me. Don’t get me wrong, yes I’m fine by myself and yes I love myself dearly lol but operating in self love doesn’t mean you can not be in a relationship while evolving.. we never stop growing.
A healing stage is disgust. Yes, disgust. You will be DISGUSTED by the people whose love you seeked. You will feel embarrassed about the choices you made and the people who had access to you who didn’t deserve it. Feel this feeling then let it go.
That will NEVER be you again.