I feel like no matter how hard I try I just don’t fit anywhere
I’m never good enough
I feel disconnected with everything and everyone
I have nowhere I feel good or happy
I have nowhere I feel I can relieve stress
I am so tired of it
It’s a gnawing feeling at your chest and stomach that only lessens when you’re distracted or in a dissociative state
But when you’re left alone and it’s the only thing you can feel
It makes you wanna die