meowtimatic

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

I don’t want to be here

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

I want to be loved the way I love. i love through thick and thin.

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

Cursed to feel lonely in a room full of people who say they love me

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

Desperate for connection

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

Really need to stop breaking my own heart

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

Nobody wants to know me
Nobody wants me

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

I feel like no matter how hard I try I just don’t fit anywhere
I’m never good enough
I feel disconnected with everything and everyone
I have nowhere I feel good or happy
I have nowhere I feel I can relieve stress
I am so tired of it

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

I am so tired of feeling heartbroken like I swear to god

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

I rarely get to feel good with anyone or anything

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

The emotional walls are back up. I don’t want to let them down again. Let’s just smile and wave so everything seems fine

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

Everything feels fake

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

I want love and affection to turn me soft.

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My feelings and perception differ from reality so I can’t let my heart dictate my reality

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

I don’t trust my heart anymore so
I’m not letting it make the decisions anymore. Following it has only ever brought me pain

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

I don’t like the person I’ve become

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

I would never torture someone like this
I would never make someone feel this way

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

It’s a gnawing feeling at your chest and stomach that only lessens when you’re distracted or in a dissociative state
But when you’re left alone and it’s the only thing you can feel
It makes you wanna die

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

I’m depressed I’m depressed I’m depressed

[meowtimatic @Meowtimatic]

Not a girl worth fighting for