💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖

| 18+ Only | Undertale and Attack On Titan Writer | Transman | He/Him | Poly | Gay |

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

Nethertale The Descent

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[tobyfox @tobyfox]

Though it's been 9 years, so many people still celebrated UT's anniversary with their art and words. Your LOVE is incredible!

9年前に発売されたゲームが、こんなに沢山の素敵なファンアートやお祝いを貰っていいんでしょうか！？　
ありがとうございます。改めて、皆さんの愛は凄いです。

[temmie @tuyoki]

habby 9th anniversary undertale!!

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

I hate that all I seem to be posting lately is negative so have some Underfell.

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[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

How do I come back from this? How can a week undo years of progress?

Writing is how I express myself. It feels like my soul has been stolen.

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

I was finally able to read some of my writing.

I remember sinking hours of work sitting at the computer, being so emotionally invested.

But it feels unfamiliar. Like another person wrote it. I spent my whole life cultivating my ability to write and it's gone. I'm devastated.

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

Does anyone know how to improve focus?

I miss fandom. I want to read and write and revisit the source material.

But I can't stick with it and it's so frustrating.

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

@Marsmachtfett Wow, I have never had someone try to scam my friends. I would never post my PayPal publicly like that.

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

When I get settled, I will play Undertale again. That game got me through so much and the monsters felt like friends. Maybe it will help me get back into fandom to complete the KR Trilogy and Nethertale before moving back to AOT.

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

I'm returning home to hopefully find some peace and healing.

I am hoping my ability to read and write will return. My focus and short term memory since ECT has been awful.

Just trying my best.

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

@PantherCasey I appreciate it so much. Thank you. 💖

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

-drastic choice. I didn't even know it was still practiced. I didn't know the risks. I was woken early and told I was going for my first treatment. I wasn't in any state to even think of refusing.

What followed was four treatments and then sudden discharge without-

[kamari333 @kamari333]

heya i'm still doing a comms sale
and while the kofi sale is still going
i also offer direct paypal invoices

i explain the pricing on this tumblr page if youre interested

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[AO3 Status @AO3_Status]

We've found that the slow load times aren't due to any issue on our end. We've reached out to the relevant providers and they estimate it could take 1-2 weeks to fix. If you're still experiencing slow loading, please try https://t.co/o8ugiRvQw3 and see if that works better!

[AO3 Status @AO3_Status]

We're seeing an increase in reports from Southeast Asia / Oceania about slowness & inability to access the Archive. We've been investigating internally for several days and are working with our providers to determine the cause. Our apologies, we'll update when we have more info!

[Sovereign Bells: A Rivaere Zine-Preorders Closed @RivaereZine]

Attention Members of the Kingdom!

Thank you all for the immense support you have given to Sovereign Bells! This project is now complete!

Our social media will be archived and while it will stay up, it will be inactive.

As always, bask in the royal love of Levi & Eren!

🍵🗝️💕

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

@Lbugdragon Thank you. I appreciate it. 💞

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

@Anjel_Ecks Thank you, Anjel.

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

-I don't know if I will ever be able to write again, much less function.

I am still in crisis and am trying another facility. Hopefully I can find the help I need and eventually return to fandom.

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

-any resolution. I had asked for discharge to be set on a weekend because that is the only time I had transportation. I hadn't been able to attend group therapy, I was basically bedridden from terror and confusion.

I am suffering from memory loss.-

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

The worst happened. I spiraled out of control and overdosed on the 5th after surrending my ESA because my mental health was negatively affecting her.

I was taken inpatient and was then strong armed into Electroconvulsive Therapy. I asked for information before making such a-

[💖🏳️‍⚧️Mercy-Run🏳️‍⚧️💖 @Mercy_Run]

TW: Su*cide attempt, medical malpractice(?), memory loss.

I wish this was a happier update. Please don't read if you are in a vulnerable headspace.