unfortunately, I am more sensitive than I seem. So if you think it didn't hurt me so much back then, it did. I just chose to stay quiet and avoid drama.
Y'all have eyes to see who's missing. I hope y'all would also feel how hard it is to be a man who watches from far alone. The joy of the celebration, exchanging gifts, and bond; will be my last years memory, while it would be y'all once again sweet event tomorrow.
Few hours before Xmas Eve, i feel nothing but boredom, no excitement, no anything. Everything is dull, the cold air breeze that touches my skin is what I can feel. It makes my day sadder as the minutes go by, I don't know why, but one thing im sure everything has changed.