Context:
1) I'm weirdly into organization
2) I'm insecure about my status as a "real" artist for a lot of personal reasons
3) This is also to shame myself into drawing more
I have a separate one for studies too. I fear I may have a bit of a problem.
@ruicide988 What kind of therapists are y'all going to? They're only supposed to do that if you have a plan you want to go through with or if you're cutting to fat. I've told my therapist "I know what I'd do to kill myself but I'm not doing anything about that right now" and it's been fine.
I DON'T CARE IF ITS BAD OR EDGY!!! I LIKE IT FOR THAT REASON!!! I LOVE THE EDGINESS! I LOVE HOW DARK IT IS!! THATS WHY I LIKE IT!! I LOVE WHEN STORIES ARE EDGY AND DARK!!!! IT MAKES IT MORE INTERESTING!!!!! everyone get more edgy NOW!!!!
Oh but the person that had accounts on IRL gore sites was perfectly fine to be watching real people getting harmed for fun ๐
That group was toxic as all hell. I'm glad I've long since been out of it.
I used to be close friends with people who genuinely thought that liking a morally corrupt character made you an awful person.
They started to think of me as a morally corrupt person because I liked characters like Adam (Hazbin), Willy Stampler (Dndads), and Jimmy (Mouthwashing)
Honest to god I started to be scared of liking a lot of things when it came to these people. They didn't like mature media, they didn't like villains, I barely had anything in common with them other than the fact we all drew.