This edit😭. How do I explain that #JLand isn’t grieving the past,we’re grieving a future that will never come.
Letting go of the past is one thing. But how do I let go of something I never even got to hold? I mourn over something that never got the chance to exist,👇🏻
What is this grief? What is this love for something that never even got the chance to exist? The kind of grief that makes me beg, “Can we not have at least one chance?” 🥀
#EnjoyJune#Enjoyyotdr#Junenannirin
P’Phetai really holds some kind of magic.Every time she writes smtg abt Enjoy, June,or JLand, it gets such good engagement. She literally summoned the entire JLand with this one post. Who said we’re only 01000?*sobs*
PS: Wait for me to gather my feelings n write smtg without T--T
Yeah, I'd still love you even with a broken heart.
I don't even know if I can let u go, maybe I never learned how to.
I keep telling myself that I should be okay by now. That I've had enough time to understand, to accept, to stop looking for pieces of yesterday in everything that comes after.
But then a song plays, an old video appears and suddenly my heart forgets everything my mind has been trying to teach it.
For a few seconds, you're still there and I'm still here, loving you without knowing that one day I'd have to learn how to do it from a distance. And that's the part nobody prepares you for.
Not losing a person but losing all the little tomorrows you thought were waiting for you. The things you thought you'd get to see. The moments you thought you'd get to keep. The memories you were sure you hadn't made yet.
And then one day, you realise you were already grieving them.
How do I let go of something my heart was still making room for?
How do I stop missing moments that never happened?
How do I tell myself that I have to move forward when a part of me is still standing in a future that no longer exists?
I wish I could say I know how to do it, but I don't.
I still catch myself wondering what could have been, not because I want to change anything but because I loved the possibility so much that even losing it feels real.
Maybe that's why this hurts differently. I can accept the memories but it's the unwritten ones that break me.
So if I'm still here, still listening, still remembering, still feeling a little too much when your names appear together, maybe it's because my heart hasn't learned the difference between holding on and simply not being ready to let go.
And maybe I don't have to pretend that I am.
So yeah, I'd still love you even with a broken heart.
I don't know how long that love will stay. I just know that tonight, it still does and somehow, the facts that I still love you hurts more than I can explain 🥀❤️🩹
#enjoyjune
@joyjune_@Enjoyyotdrr@JUNE_NANNIRIN Idk wt that tattoo actually is,honestly, I don’t even want to label it. All I know is that wtever it represents:music, a person, or anything else,she loves it enough to engrave it on her body. And I luv that she shaped it into an♾️too, like wtever it is will stay alive forever.
ชอบคำนี้ของอตฟ “We fell in love with the friendship, not the ship” เพราะนี่ตกหลุมรักคสพสิบกว่าปีของพี่ดารา ความเคารพและซัพพอร์ตกันและกันของเขา คิดว่าป้าๆที่อยู่ตรงนี้ก็คงเหมือนกันเราตกหลุมรักเพราะสิ่งนี้และอยู่ต่อเพราะความรักที่เราให้ไปพิดาราก็ appreciated กับมันมากๆ น่ารักกันมากๆ เจแลนด์แดนแห่งความสุขdi waaa
@fromjlandarg Lol, I was like, “When did I write that?” But then I remembered I have my exceptional Phi, with her exceptional writing skills, having access to this account too. 🤣 Keep going, Phi. 😁🤍
@fromjlandarg You scared me, Phi. 😭 I got scared seeing who posted, but then I remembered--ohhh, there you are! The actual owner who gave this account to her Nong so she could goof around. 😭🤣
JLand era un lugar donde celebrábamos a Enjoy y June juntas. Después, se convirtió en un lugar donde aprendimos a quererlas también por separado. Y aunque ya no podamos caminar detrás de ellas por el mismo camino, seguimos deseando que ambas lleguen a un lugar donde sean felices
this industry for so long, waiting for their breakthrough. And when they finally found it… after all those years of hard work,and waiting, all we got was their separation.
And here we are, still mourning it even after 2 months. Mourning over the memories that never happened.
Ouch! This fear sits right at the center of my heart. 🥀
Moving on from them feels like cheating. My heart will probably always ache for this loss. Their potential being held back feels like such a huge loss,not just for us, but for the industry too.
The girls had already been in