I would do anything to go back and that you would never have stabbed me between the ribs...
I'm not worried about karma...
I know it's a matter of time before you feel my pain...
but from the heart...
I wish everything had been different ...
...Boys don't cry...
I would say "sorry" if it was only my fault...
The wrists, the mind and the heart ended up shattered...
I tried to laugh about this
as I bled to death...
I tried to laugh about this...
while the sutures healed...
But I just keep laughing...
hiding the tears in my eyes ...
I wonder why...? everything bad happens at night ...?
why do we sleep where monsters hide ...?
why?!
Why was I such an idiot with your lies?!?!
like used clothes did you leave behind?!?!?!
why did I run to you...
like I don't mind if you fuck up my life?!?!?!?!?!