Having an explanation for all this burnout and mental fatigue instead of defaulting to fight or flight mode everyday of my life feels more freeing than anything else. Especially saying it out loud like this instead of ignoring it’s there.
I’ve literally allowed myself to be a sponge for everyone’s emotions or trauma for whatever tf they got going on in life and never thought twice about it. All I wanna do is FINALLY give that same love and respect to myself to grow. Is that too much to ask? Is it my turn yet?
Crazy how when you genuinely feel you’re growing positively for yourself for the first time in your life and making mindful adjustments to do better, is exactly when the people you’re doing this for in the first place remind you it’ll never be enough after all. Who knows.
Really hard not to accept the fact that I can finally, without a doubt in my mind say that you can tell me you understand how I’m feeling, but I know for a fact you don’t, and won’t, as badly as I want you to. And maybe at this point, the realization is enough for me right now.
This niggga was one of the last pure hustlers out man. He ain’t even have no main hustle- you never seen this niggga scheme the same scheme twice.
Whatever he was sellin yesterday ain’t even for sale no more he on some whole other shit. You can’t match this niggga
Take 3 minutes and watch this.
RFK Jr’s closing remarks from the Trump/Biden debate:
“There was a poll taken that asked young people under 35 in this country, are you proud of the United States? 85% said yes. The same poll taken five months ago, 18% said yes. So somehow, during the administration of these two presidents, an entire generation of Americans has lost pride in our country, hope in their own futures.
They feel that way because they see what's happening. They can't get into a home, first generation in history in America, that is gonna live worse lives than their parents.
They see the vitriol that you saw here, the division, the polarization that makes them disgusted with politics. They're seeing the corrupt merger of state and corporate power that has transformed our agencies from the CIA, the health agencies, the environmental agencies into sock puppets. The industries they're supposed to regulate.
They're seeing the destruction of our soils, the destruction of our air and water. They're watching this happen and the politicians do nothing about it except for hate on each other. If you want more of the same, you should vote for President Biden, President Trump, you know what's gonna happen.
They're gonna give you four more years of the same stuff. If you want things to completely change, you're gonna support me because I'm gonna change everything.
This is a moral fight. This is a moral battle for the soul of our nation. To restore our moral authority around the world by projecting economic power broad rather than spending $8 trillion on regime change wars that have left every nation we've touched worse off than we found it, and restoring our moral authority here at home.
The first day in office, you heard what they're gonna do.
Here's what I'm gonna do. Day one in office, I'm gonna issue an executive order saying any federal official who tells a lie to the American public will lose his job. I'm gonna stop the surveillance state.
I'm gonna stop the propagandizing by our agencies of the American public. I'm gonna unravel the war machine. I'm gonna unravel the corrupt merger of state and corporate power.
I know how to do it. I've been litigating against these agencies for years, and I'm uniquely suited to do this.
I can tell you, I'm gonna do these things when I get in there. I'm gonna make sure that our Constitution is protected, and AI is deployed to make government more transparent rather than by government to enslave the rest of us.
I'm gonna bring AI home and blockchain home because we need these new industries to grow our way out of the debt crisis. This is something that these two aren't even talking about, but if you want everything to change, you'll support me.
If you wanna vote out of fear, you need to support one of those guys. If you wanna vote out of hope, out of inspiration, out of pride in your country, out of restoring the moral backbone of our people and our nation, you should vote for me. Thank you very much.”