A girl on TikToķ once said; “This year God grabbed my hand, told me to trust Him, & we just took off running.” & someone commented; “Some days He’s dragging’ me, other days He’s carrying me, but we locked in.” & to be honest… that’s exactly how I feel too. IMMENSELY🙏🏻.
I don’t judge nobody because I know what it’s like to THUG IT OUT IN SILENCE. To wake up drained and still handle your responsibilities. To feel alone around people who swear they love you. To stop opening up because the last time you were vulnerable, somebody used your own words against you. To keep everything bottled up and still walk around like you’re GOOD. 🥴 I’ve been through things I don’t even talk about, but somehow I keep getting up and figuring that shit out. You really never know what somebody is carrying behind that smile. 💯❤️���
Monaleo & Stunna4Vegas celebrate one year being married and look at how beautiful he had their home set up for her when she was done working 🥹😍 wishing them both many many more years of love.
I think what hurts is realizing how rarely I’m someone’s first thought. People don’t really wait for me, save a seat for me, or wonder where I am. I envy people who have friendships where their presence is genuinely anticipated. My relationships feel neutral, and It hurts.
Nobody has played me more than I’ve played myself. I saw the signs, felt the energy shift and still gave people the benefit of the doubt. I wasn’t confused, I just wanted to believe the best in them more than I trusted myself.
i like intimacy with artifacts. your hoodie at my crib. my chain on your neck. your perfume in my sheets. little evidence that two separate lives keep leaking into each other.
Pattern recognition might be my least favorite neurodivergent ability. “Oh… I see exactly where this is heading. Surely everyone else sees it too, right?”
Oh.
They don’t.
Guess I’ll just sit here in silent horror and watch the disaster unfold exactly as predicted.
Intelligent people live a boring life. They go to bed at 10. Wake up at 6. Eat simple foods. Go for long walks. Read thick books. Say no to things that drain them. The world chases excitement. But they chase calm. Things that align with their soul. A calm routine. A quiet mind. A healthy body. Meaningful work. A small circle. A private life. Their life may look boring from the outside. But from the inside, they experience a kind of freedom most people spend their entire lives searching for.
He walked with Eve.
He protected Hagar.
He honored Sarah.
He heard Rebekah.
He watched over Leah.
He remembered Rachel.
He strengthened Miriam.
He chose Deborah.
He heard Hannah.
He redeemed Ruth.
He restored Rahab.
He defended Abigail.
He remembered Esther.
He saw the widow.
He forgave the Samaritan woman.
He healed the bleeding woman.
He welcomed Martha.
He comforted Mary.
He blessed Elizabeth.
He trusted Mary.
He lifted Mary Magdalene.
He raised Tabitha.
He opened Lydia’s heart.
He never forgot the women at the cross.
to anyone who may need to hear this:
you are doing such a great job showing up each & every day, no matter how challenging it has been. pls remember you are NOT your bad days. you are strong. you are capable. i’m proud of you. keep going. ily
When you don’t have to rely on anyone for money, dating becomes more difficult because you’re choosing partners based on character and a lot of people are not good partners.