I don't usually go to the cinema because I have a kind of trauma that I broke up with my first girlfriend after watching a film, but the other day I went with a woman for the first time in years. Then being forced to watch a wedding venue advert was a bit of a torture
Mathematics without using my brain is just hand exercise, but using it will exercise my whole existence. So that's too hard for me. If a higher power were to test me to the extreme, it would be in mathematics. I couldn't pass though
Setting aside the issue of medication, there's nothing I can do to stop my brain and body from overheating. Neuronal hyperexcitability, that's for AI but not for me
It's easy to feel angry with someone or something, and it provides a distraction in a sense. But what do we gain from that? At midnight, before sleep, I remember, I pine for, I smell the air, I sense someone's existence who I can't easily meet