Then they start gossiping to me about each other. They start arguing over who gets my time. Arguing amongst themselves that one another is hanging with me more than each other.
II'm not good with affirmations but you can punish me with them and make me cry I don't mind unless I say my safe words.... but yeah often degrade myself due to self-loathing....
At paano ko maitatawid ang susunod na weeks ngayong may inaasikaso din ako na kailangan ang budget. Matumal ang shop ni Papa dahil maulan. Di ko na alam.
SNo I feel like I am constantly wondering what to say or do or all of this stuff and I feel like no one has shown me or told me how to do these things.ever know what to say/do, but is that actually a cop out??
I am at ease because I know soon, it will come. It has no name. Every night, without fail, it is there. No words are spoken. I watch it, and it watches me until I drift off to sleep with eyes wide open, until last night.
Next month Iโm officially launching my IMVU feed here on Tumblr, and cleaning up the IMVU page with the features I intended to have on it. I couldโve done so much more, but work at the time was leaving me too burnt out to balance this project with everything else.