Just realized it takes me three encounters to build up new antibody.
The very first 2 times was crazy high-fever caused by overstimulated dopamine and oxytocin just so strong that I barely out of control 😂
It’s come to that moment of peace.
Oh my god, like…I never know chaos because of mundane situations can make you forget how calm it is once peace in the present.
When you pay off checks, settle next trip payment and recalculate everything so till next month you still able to get it through and then this one out of nowhere kind of makes me hug myself with grateful heart.
Thank you 🥹
Me: texting my Japanese friend from a convenience store Why are there hot drinks in vending machines?
Friend: Because it is winter.
Me: Yeah but emotionally this surprised me.
Friend: Foreigners are always shocked by warm canned coffee.
Me: I bought one and now I feel like a divorced detective.😂
Friend: That is the correct experience.
pause
Me: Why does everything in Japan feel strangely cinematic?
Friend: Because you are sleep deprived and projecting meaning onto beverages.
Me: That's fair honestly.
Friend: Also the jazz music in the store helps.
Me: WAIT.
You're right.
Why is there smooth jazz playing while I buy instant noodles at 1 AM?
Friend: To make your bad decisions feel sophisticated.😂