I’m soooo tired of the shit I have to go through. I try so hard to just not let it affect me but I’m at my wits end. Why can’t life be just simpler? This isn’t what I signed up for
No one knows what you go through except yourself. No one knows you cry yourself to sleep or that you feel defeated and like no one understands you or values you.
It’s like I’m never appreciated for shit 😒 I try to do things for people out of my kindness and it’s always expected so it’s not even like a thing to say thank you to even acknowledged
I’m stressed to the point hay I don’t even wanna be here anymore and I don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. But I don’t have anyone to make me feel otherwise because if I even say anything I get “you’re so negative” blah blah blah
I used to talk to people online and had friends who would make me feel better I even had long distance relationships that made me forget I even had issues. It would help so much because I felt like I was heard and cared for
I think I have been in denial about my mental health getting bad again that I just kept pushing it to the side but this virus is literally making me realize how bad it is 😪
When you make decisions ask yourself, is it worth it? Is it going to get better? Are you going to be happy? If any of those are No then there’s your answer