Regarding Xandu and Dokibird’s collab
If he never comes back I don’t blame him, given how fucking disgusting some of yall are being about this.
He and Doki settled things in privately, that’s the end of the story. It’s not your place to nitpick at their statements and act hurt.
I know he won’t stream again, maybe we’ll never have moments like this anymore.
But at the very least, this stream gave me a sense of relief.
For the first time, I finally feel ready to move on with my life.
I was devastated back then… his first today laugh gave me confidence.
❤️: stepping back was the healthiest
❤️: i'm not coming back to streaming, i'm still taking things rather slowly
❤️: wish i understood better --> i reached out
❤️: we had to go thru things apart rather than being there to support each other
❤️: i cared. i care, i still do.
Today’s stream might come as a surprise for a lot of people. Xandu reached out to me a few days ago and we privately reconnected. We had a long, honest talk, and he apologized for how things were back then. It meant a lot to me.
He didn't know if he could come back to the public or if he could come back online after everything that happened and that is completely understandable. I wanted to give him a calm and safe space to say hi again and show him that he is loved and feel the support that is still here for him from those who care.
This is not a return stream or anything like that. Just a gentle moment to spend time together. He will not have his POV on, but he wanted to say a few words and just be here for a little while.
Please be kind in chat and let us enjoy this time together
Whenever Xandu's collab w/ Mr. friend happens, PLEASE. Be mindful and respectful.
Do not mention (or do 'subtle coments' of) his past or people who was involved with him.
It depends a lot on us if he wanna stay or leave again. Be welcoming, we want him to feel comfortable 🍓🙏🏻
I have been away for a while. With time and distance, I have been able to process what I experienced and better understand why it affected me so deeply. That situation was not something I could continue in, and stepping away was necessary to protect my well-being and begin healing.
I am grateful for the support and understanding from the community, and I have been focusing on positive connections and rekindling old friendships.
I will be joining an old friend for some games tomorrow at 8pm EST, and I am looking forward to a calm and comfortable time together.