Fin

Timelost Witness

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

Fin smiles at this and her expression softens. “I still don’t know why she doesn’t just give herself knowledge of things as she thinks of them.

La Toussaint is as close as it gets.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

She takes a deep breath.

“I will think about it. But if you let her in you need to protect yourself and @mlp_CandyF.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“No we wouldn’t be. The circumstances were—“

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“No, you don’t have to.” Fin paused, “Im being selfish, or rather… I suppose my perspective is narrow?” Her face demonstrates thought as she looks down and to the left.

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

Fin sputtered, “Okay maybe you have a point but it still is different. She’s an abuser. She’ll worm her way back in with months of good behaviour and kind words just to tear you down when you’re most vulnerable.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“That’s… different Glow.

And you can’t just make dramatic backstory call back statements like that wearing clown makeup.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“I don’t want her to be nicer to me. I want her to never come around here again.”

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Fin flinches, Glow startling her. “Aah!” She exclaims, “Yes I do. You know what she’s capable of.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“… I don’t care? Kaeda I’m going to be as blunt as possible.

Leave me alone you sad sack of angry instability and trauma.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“I’ll believe it when I see it. In the mean time why don’t you find some other group of ponies to harass?”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“If they don’t you’re as callous as a heel and if they do maybe you’ll have something to reflect on.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“Good. I hope they hurt. I hope they echo in your ears and remind you of all of the horrible things you’ve done and all the pain you’ve caused.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“Sure, you can ask. But you can also will yourself to know anything is the Faust-forsaken universe. So it doesn’t really matter what I tell you, does it?”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“@mlp_Kaeda why are you here? You always show up and try to feign relation to folks when you’re an inequine monster.”

[Sylvia Plath. @unabridgedplath]

sick with unfulfilled longing, alone, self-reviling

[Sylvia Plath. @unabridgedplath]

God, is this all it is, the ricocheting down the corridor of laughter and tears? Of self-worship and self-loathing? Of glory and disgust?

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“At least my adventures aren’t nauseating.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“Ill advised. From what I know she serves some kind of dark cabal. She’s waaaaay weirder than I think is comfortable.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“She’s kind of a big baby?” She says, “I don’t think she knows how to be independent these days.

But high-roading aside that other lady will literally destroy me.”

[Fin @mlp_Fin]

“Local mare charged with harassment by baker.” She deadpans.