Can’t say thank you enough to the city of Chicago for taking me in and embracing me. Thank you to the entire Bears organization and ownership for allowing me the opportunity to be part of such a historic franchise. But most of all thank you to my all my brothers that I played with. You all were the reason I attacked each day the way I did. I can’t thank you all enough for what y’all have meant to me over the last 3 years through the ups and downs. I wish each one of you nothing but success. Ready for this next chapter!
I have to go to a funeral for a 3 year old child Tuesday. A 3 year old baby that was the light in so many lives. A sweet little girl who made you laugh and just enjoy life! 😭 this shit isn’t fair… it’s just not.
My husband asked me tentatively tonight if I was ok to which I replied
“I AM VERY SICK OF DOING ALL OF THE THINGS THAT ARE NEVER ACTUALLY DONE”
“…..that sounds like it would be very unsatisfying.”
Wishing I had 1 person in my life that understood my anxiety and depression. This shit sucks and everyone just expects you to be happy bc you have so much to be happy for. And I’m drowning! 😩