📍 Sometimes, you don't need to have sex. You just need someone to hold onto. Wrap your arms around them and cuddle all through the night and talk about life and make aimless conversations about the better days. Deep intimacy. Deep connection.
My biggest wish?
To have my own warm home, and a job that suits me..
To do all the things I've dreamed of..
To be fine, with a calm mind, free soul, peaceful heart, eyes without tears..
To just live a simple quiet life.. nothing more.
I lied and said I was busy.
I was busy;
but not in a way most people understand.
I was busy taking deeper breaths, silencing irrational thoughts.
I was busy calming a racing heart, telling myself I am okay.
Sometimes, this is my busy -
and I will not apologize for it.