Been staying to myself lately. Literally just working and hitting the gym. The peace 🙌🏾 Not mad at anybody. My soul just needed to enjoy its own company for a little while.
Trying to expand my business while also keeping up with my gym routine while also eating healthy while also taking care of my mental while also working 40+hrs a week n while also being a mom 😩 I prayed for this. And I am living in my answered prayers 🙌🏾
My baby girl is going into her senior yr. She already has a car but for graduation I wanna gift her a bigger/better car. We have college applications and tours coming up. Senior dues. Senior trip. Senior pics. Prom send off. She is getting all my time, attention, and money.
message for someone
When no one is as special to you as you are to yourself? That's when you've reached a different level of self love. It's actually very normal to put yourself first, don't feel bad.
If you love someone because they love you, that is empathy. If you love someone for their beauty, that is attraction. If you love someone for what they offer, that is interest.
If you love someone for their kindness, that is admiration. But when you cannot fully explain why you love them, only that your heart does, that is love.
This summer I want to take a leave from work, rent a beach condo, wake up every morning and go to the gym, then watch every sunrise with tea in my hand… every sunset with wine in my hand. Just the thought makes my soul happy 🥰
Im so glad certain things didnt work out the way I planned. Not everyone deserves my love. Not everyone deserves my kindness. Not everyone deserves access to me. Havent lost anyone yet that I want back. Friend, family, or lover. If you were removed it was protection.
The doc lowered my FMLA days 😩 I am not pleased but instead of crying about it Im just gonna look at it as an opportunity to run this shit up money 💰 🤑💵 I been chilling long enough anyway.
I’m sorry. I really enjoy women who people dislike. Not mean women. Or mean spirited women. But women who make people uncomfortable and say things that ruffle people’s feathers. Women who don’t fit in a box. Women who cuss. Women who wear red lipstick, and live in their truth. Yes, please.
This girl said: I work at Gucci store, and today at the register there was this moment that really hit me right in the feels. I'm ringing up this woman's order (almost $12,000). I ask politely: "How would you like to pay? Card, cash, Venmo?" And she, without missing a beat, goes: "With my husband. Babe, come here." And her husband walked over. Didn't even ask how much it was, just tapped his card on the terminal. I'm standing there smiling... thinking: I wish everyone had a "husband" like that 🥹
Ive been so disciplined lately even when it has not been easy. Making better choices even when it hurts. Going to the gym even when Im tired. Eating healthier food even when I want a pizza. Staying away from the people and the things that bring out the worst in me. Proud of me.
I often link discomfort to going in the wrong direction but not everything that is good for you will feel good initially because youre used to the chaos and confusion of what you were previously accepting. Pain transforms us and helps us grow. Sit with it. Feel it. Learn from it.
Im so overwhelmed with life right now. Trying to be a good mom but make enough money to pay the bills and keep my mental/physical health in order but also make sure the house is clean and laundry is done while also not forgetting to make a nutritious dinner every night 😩
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You’ve never had this. You’ve never had someone sure about you at the same time that you’re sure about them. You’re both ready to take this to the next level. There won’t be any going backwards because y’all have experienced the beginning and in between stages already. You didn’t skip / start too fast. That’s the way to do it 🥹
One thing Im noticing is now that Im 40 I cant grind like I used to. My body be like, nope. Gotta find a way to maximize my energy so I can pull off my vision. Then I can rest.