QUEEN JAYY

Ms. Jayy’s Diary
𝓂𝓎 𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈 💭 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓎𝑜𝓊…

[QUEEN JAYY @MsJayysDiary]

My head hurts

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I’m sick of being the bigger person and I’m sick of pretending to be happy.

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7 months after what was supposed to be our wedding day, you got engaged. Took you 6.5 years to propose to me and 5 months to propose to her… hurt is an understatement.

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When God puts it on your heart to do something, you do it. Period.

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Even when I don’t realize it, God is always showing you for me.✨

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Being forced to move on from the person you love when you don’t want to is the most painful thing I think I’ve ever experienced.

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Imagine loving someone still, but they don’t love you anymore…

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Imagine being in love with someone you can’t be with…

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I’m feeling lots of sadness and pain and I don’t know how to be okay…

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I love him real bad. And I’m mad at myself for it…

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He literally already dating another girl and there’re saying “I love you” to each other. Didn’t even give it a full month…

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I’m not really okay. I’m just pretending…
And I don’t even know if I’m doing a good job at it or not…

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I’m actually really sad…

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Imagine watching the love of your life, marry the love of his life… and spoiler alert, it’s not you.

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I keep reminding myself that I’ve been hurt before and I moved on from that pain eventually. So the same will happen this time… but it’s so painful being in this position now.

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I feel like I’m just moving through life sad. I am just so sad.

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How do you mean something to someone and then suddenly you mean nothing? Just invisible. This shit hurts…

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I can’t believe I missed the @chrisbrown concert to get married… and then I didn’t even get married.🤬😑

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I feel like my life is a movie. But where is the freaking happy ending…?

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I’m so annoyed. I’m supposed to be on my honeymoon in Cancun right now… instead, my wedding was called off and I’m still in this boring city playing roommate with the man who broke my fucking heart…