曦儿♡

俺の世界 . . .
A5 + C-137 + ENTP // 1:11 ˶ˊᜊˋ˶
#arttwt #shifttwt #anitwt
𝒟emipansexual (,; ⩌ ;,) ANTIDNI !!

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

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`· . looking for moots .ᐟ.ᐟ
꒰ #promotwt , #moothunt ꒱
─ her / she ﹒ 17ꜝ
— demi-pansexual / ENTP
─ TMR (my AU) ﹒ artist ﹒ reality shift
↳ ♡ or ↻ to be moots (,; ⩌ ;,)

Basic/anti DNI. I will like posts :3
꒰ #artisttwt #shifttwt ꒱

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

This is the only video I’ve watched where I actively thought of Jay #tomatojay @JayKubzScouts

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

I was channeling ppl from my Maze Runner DR and I said “Minho. Come here. Now.”

And this is the ONLY card that appears you silly silly fella IM FUCKING CRYING

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

@SOULINK_6 Wait you’re fucking hilarious LMAOOOOO

[f. @freakyyfaiqa]

just fucked the baddest bitch ever but yall might call it masturbation.

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

Ok I’m gonna Calm down
I asked “Do you want me around rn?” And it seems like he has a limited bandwidth right now and doesn’t have a clean answer and doesn’t wanna be pushed into making one rn

I’ll be here and available but I won’t ask or push anymore for tonight 🫠

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

Was just posting about channeling my S/O, then tried again today after a while and my balls dropped to hell

😅😅😅😅😅 the message
Not bad… but
Not good either 😅 I got the tower TWICE.
We’re fine though… we’re fine werefinewerefienduwjruw

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

I think the base idea of it wasn’t inherently bad bc, dude people were making deep fakes and fake TikTok accs of me just to troll me and i notice that it didn’t happen to my other peers

So I knew they js wanted to knock me down a peg
But you can go so far right, you go left.

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

I think i figured it out
I don’t think im feeling guilt, as much as I’m feeling shame

Bc it isn’t “I did something bad,” it’s “People now think IM bad.” (Even if it’s not actually true.)
(1)

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

I know shame is one of the things that get me very easily, but I’ve been pushing it out of my head that I don’t know if I’ve actually acknowledged it

I think what I need to do is be comfortable with being misunderstood
Someone can copy me and I still remain me

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

Like, this line “being sad felt like feeding them and their want to see me defeated”

Being seen as sad didn’t mean I was hurt, but it was being SEEN as defeated. So I learnt to protect the image of me than simply feeling how I felt

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

@ImpBites_ SZE CHUAN SAUCE

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

@ImpBites_ He looks AI generated

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

@ImpBites_ How…. How does
Wow
I’m actually impressed

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

Please don’t tell me I’m getting sick.

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

There was once I did try to gain weight i started the day off at 48kg, went out and ate 1kg of beef and 3 bowls of rice, a large ice blended drink, nuggets fries mochi

Came home, didn’t use the toilet and weighed myself
45kg
HOW. I js gave up and ate wtv I wanted since then 💀

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

why did i go down to a fucking 44kg. I just down a big plate of Mac n cheese and tiramisu and two fucking coffees why am I just like losing weight
Ok maybe it’s hormones or smt idfk

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

Personality is so important to me ESPECIALLY about men. I will never just find men attractive. I can acknowledge that they are conventionally attractive yeah, but like.. i won’t gush over them unless I like the personality

Women? It don’t matter queen love you beautiful muah 💋

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

Ouuushi

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

@KibberBibber YAY?

[曦儿♡ @MsValentien_]

I showed my mom burlesque dance and I said “Wow I’m so gay” and she said “No, you are.. lesbian. Gay is for men. But you like all people”
Im demi pan sexual LOL

shes Chinese, so it was hard for her to articulate but i get what she was trying to say LMAO