I don’t know anymore. I just don’t know what to say about this whole, terrible situation.
All I can say is, Ukraine, good luck. You are brave. And you are strong. And you deserve everything you have ever fought for.
#PeaceNotWar#FreeUkraine#SupportUkraine#IStandWithUkraine
I know this might come as a shock but Andy and I are on a break and are no longer together.
This wasn’t easy and it truly hurts my heart. I will always hold him in high regards and support him with what he chooses to do in the future cause he only deserves the best. He will always have a friend in me.
During these tough times I’m asking for kindness and respect and no bad blood towards either of us as we both are healing from this..❤️🩹
Thank you.
@EmmyArcturus So I tried using Google Translate, and like every other word is a completely different language. So something is wrong with Discord or your device’s language settings I think 🗣
Like depending on the word, it tells me you’re speaking Czech, Polish, Russian etc.
@RickRaptor105@Titanlizard_Art Yeah it’s definitely crazy to me that it just wasn’t shared outside a handful of countries for 25 years. It does seem like it never made it to the DVD releases, but even so you’d think it would have gotten ripped before the 2020s 😅
@Titanlizard_Art I helped find this scene earlier in the year so I’m glad to see it shared about! Someone also uploaded it to YouTube: https://t.co/7U7GRdSiTw
There are rumours of an English dub, but the best lead we have on that is the 2006 BBC Three broadcast (which is currently lost media) 👀
In the 3x1 hour version of Walking with Dinosaurs - which is currently only found in German - apart from some additional and rearranged shots there's one short extra scene of the Coelophysis hunting a whip scorpion.
A compilation from this version can be seen on reddit.
I know this happened 7 years ago, but I’m still glad to see it got sorted. This has actually happened in numerous countries for a while, I think I remember seeing it on the Australian show Nothing To Declare with a different lady 🍏
I’m sorry…
That I make mistakes.
That I can’t keep up.
That I get sick easily.
That I am too anxious.
That I don’t work hard enough.
That I don’t mask well enough.
That I cry too much.
That I disassociate a lot.
That I get frustrated too easily.
That I get overwhelmed.
That I get overstimulated.
That I am monotone.
That I am too sarcastic.
That I can’t focus well enough.
That I get too depressed.
That I am a lot to handle.
I’m trying…I really am.
I’m human.
I’ve got issues.
It’s hard.
That’s okay.
I’ll get through it.
I know I will.
I think I need a break.
I’ll be back when I’m back.
There’s just too much right now.
going on an indefinite hiatus ~
so yeah.. not really a surprise to anyone considering i've barely streamed the past 2 years as is - but i still felt that i should at least call it what it is.
the truth is, i've been struggling mentally since 2023. even though i try and put up a strong front for my friends and viewers, leaving vshojo and dealing with the extreme amounts of hate that came with my decision hasn't been easy and it certainly wasn't made easier when my dad passed away at the end of that year. the recent events have resurfaced a lot of that pain and still continue to do so.
my mental health was never in a good place to begin with but it's slowly deteriorated to a point where i need to make some big changes for the sake of my life and happiness. i miss being excited for my streams and having the motivation to plan out fun stuff for you guys. i miss being happy and in turn being able to make you guys laugh daily. i hate the type of person i've become and how many walls i've put up around myself as a way to cope with everything. i want to change.
i'm sorry to all of my viewers who despite all of my shortcomings and broken promises gave me chance after chance and supported me regardless. you were here for me when i needed you the most and for that i could not be more grateful. you've made me smile through so much pain. i want to become someone that can do the same for you on a daily basis.
i’d like to take this time to get professional help for my mental health and to build myself back up. i don’t want to keep coming back and ditching over and over again, you guys deserve so much better than that. i don't know exactly when i'll be back, there’s a lot i need to work on and change and even though change can be scary, it's what i need most right now. i want to put this chapter of my life to rest and start anew as someone you can be proud of. i might occasionally show up on other streams here and there but for now..
it's not a goodbye, it's a see you later. <3
I’m okay.
I’ve been in a bit of an emotional headspace and been having some drinks and just overall being a mess. Thinking.
I’m sorry for worrying anyone or causing problems.
I got your messages if you’re reading this.
I just need another day.
Everything is fine, please be kind.
“Uhhh wow we suddenly have half a million dollars in our company bank account, could this be for that charity one of our biggest talents raised the exact same amount of money for that we’ve promoted and known about for months? Naahh definitely not related haha” really? Lmao come on man