mateo murdock

may god have mercy on your soul, because i know i won’t || 12/16/18 || fan account || 21+ mdni || #BoundToNeverland

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

"ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇɴ·ᴛ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇᴇɴ ʙʟɪɴᴅ."

❀ Mᴀᴛᴛ Mᴜʀᴅᴏᴄᴋ — Dᴀʀᴇᴅᴇᴠɪʟ
❀ Cʀᴏssᴏᴠᴇʀ/OC Fʀɪᴇɴᴅʟʏ
❀ #BoundToNeverland
❀ Mᴀʀᴠᴇʟ Nᴇᴛғʟɪx RP
❀ Sʜɪᴘs ᴡ/ Cʜᴇᴍ
❀ Dᴇsᴄʀɪᴘᴛɪᴠᴇ
❀ Lɪᴛᴇʀᴀᴛᴇ
❀ RT?

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

//my son 😭

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

// miss u matty i straight up can’t let this account go

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

// miss u matty i straight up can’t let this account go

[optimusprime @earth_to_annaa]

“your honor i don’t know what contempt is but i’d love to be held”

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

// incredible that this account is 6.5 years old. love u matty

[ً. @abhorarchive]

then suddenly you're left all alone with your body that can't love you and your will that can't save you.

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

another year older

[🛌 archive @bedriddenbot]

i'll sleep with open windows in case you come back for me someday

[j @criminalwife]

I truly hope your heart rots when you think of me.

[🛌 archive @bedriddenbot]

i'm not your therapist
i'm not trained for this
and i don't wanna be forced to listen
under coercion
under the threat of your blood on my hands

[🛌 archive @bedriddenbot]

they say there's a sun in the sky – but me, i can't imagine why. there might have been one before you were gone, but now all i see is the night. so i don't believe in the sun. how could it shine down on everyone, and never shine on me? how could there be such cruelty?

[₃₁₄₉ @soverenyi]

another year goes but still you do not return.

[🛌 archive @bedriddenbot]

i'll sleep with open windows in case you come back for me someday

[ً @kreophagos]

he wraps the rosarie around my throat and pulls, the air drawn from my lungs. i'm gasping, clawing at the precious beads, and watch as black flecks invade my field of vision. then, i slump; another altar boy for the heavenly choir.

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

// fully correct

[matt @dissentfromfear]

every time Frank gets s*spended I know it’s because this app is cowardly and homophobic

[🍀 @heartfeltbot]

3 years later and you can't clean
the blood out from under your fingernails,
you've stopped asking the flowers
if he loves you, you know he doesn't.

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

// 🥺🥺🥺🥺 it’s an honor

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

// collecting matts as u SHOULD

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

// okay but you’re right

[‍﹐ ‍ foggy ‍nelson . @LAWVOCADO]

* ⠀/ im just making shit up but fr it would be so kewl

[mateo murdock @MurdockTrials]

if i hear that piggy dippin audio one more time i’m going to spontaneously combust