Recently hearing about someone's passing hurts a lot. I know its all cliche and said a million times, but please keep yourself and those close to you safe, especially right now. Reach out for help. Please.
We're all we've got right now. People love and care about you.
(1-800-273-8255)
This is the number for the US Suicide Prevention Hotline
Please, keep this number saved. Even if you don't need it, someone you care about might.
I think such a core thing missing for me from so much fantasy / medieval content is the equestian aspect. A knight should love his horse the way a divorced dad loves his corvett. It should be his prized posession and most trusted companion.