what doesn’t kill you leaves disfiguring scars. what doesn’t kill you fills you with paralyzing self—hatred. what doesn’t kill you makes you afraid for the rest of your life. what doesn’t kill you might make you kill them.
“I’ll be happy with 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, so long as it does not make my head hurt.”
She smiled up at him, nodding as they approached the theatre, chewing the inside of her cheek nervously, an uneasy feeling entered her body and it made her shudder.
“It’s awfully quiet…”
calm in the entity's realm was like a forewarning、if anything、of a raging storm that brewed just beyond its horizons. with her hand clutched nervously in his、however、leading their way through the thick of fog until coming out at ━
He chuckled softly while watching him, it made her blush lightly seeing past the glasses, his timid ways — he was truly handsome beneath it all and the personality drew her in.
“Ahh, you’re right, we could totally do that too, that will be fun.”
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〝 ... mm... more the latter、mainly. my life's already like one big horror movie as is、so i don't see what i would gain by indulging it in the genre anyway. 〞⠀partially joking —— though、truth be told、he *was always too cowardly to ━
“You into the whole scary movie genres or are you more of a thriller slash romance loving genre?”
Micha teased as she watched him, chuckling softly at his response.
“Haha, really? That’s okay, so am I, so it’ll be a pretty fair and friendly competition, wouldn’t you say?”
━ 〝 ... the theater's got an arcade literally right next door to where its auditorium is... maybe we could watch the movie first and then wind down with the arcade stuff afterwards﹖ just —— a fair warning in advance... i *am pretty ━
“I’d say all we have is time— and we can totally go to theatre and see what’s playing, hopefully they have something neat—“
She offers a smile and gently squeezes his hand, smiling as she uses her thumb to gently soothe his hand hoping it helps with the anxiety.
“I’d love too, I mean, I’d love to go out and spend more time with you, go out on a date and see what it’d be like….”
She nodded as she watched him inch closer, she hadn’t felt physical touch in what felt like forever, it felt foreign.
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━ of thoughts and complex emotions、he spoke to drown out the beating of his heart in his ears、 ﹚⠀i know you said you wanted to get to know me better、so maybe we should... go on a date then. like to the movies or something﹖ we ━
( gently taking his hand in her own, just carefully moving closer towards him; smiling
at the way he watched her )
“id love that...“
( she couldn’t help but blush while her heart rapidly pounded within her chest, seeing him this close made her see just how cute he was )
﹙ sheepishly nodding his head at what she'd said、he shuffled awkwardly in place where he stood. exploring what they felt further... he wasn't opposed to that、of course、but it was a different question entirely on the prospect of whether ━
( smiles warmly as she looked back at him, hues lightning up at his words )
Maybe oblivious? A crush? Yeah, I do have one, don’t know what it is but I’d like to explore it further— get to know you, y’know?
You look cute, blushing.
﹙ immediately he raised his hands in the defensive、waving them to turn down the idea of rejection entirely. his entire face to the tips of his ears were painted red. ﹚⠀no、no﹗ of 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 you didn't... i'm honestly flattered that ━
@HELLFIREV0ID it's not like i mean it in the bad way﹗ i'm just... surprised that you want to、i guess﹖ *♨️ maybe i take things too seriously、but i didn't know that's how you felt...
I guess you could say I’ve been eating too much of that dessert that the entity is supplying us mid match, I took a bunch of it in a tool box.
— and now, I’ve got CAKE FOR DAYS!
micha﹗ it's always so good to see that you're doing okay... what've you been up to lately﹖ you know... aside from the 𝘶𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘭. have you been participating in any of the festivities lately...﹖
“You’re — you’ve been really helpful and I don’t think that there’s anyone else here with the patience and friendliness you’ve offered me since the beginning— if we eventually leave or die, I hope I find you again…”
it didn't take a rocket scientist for him to detect that she wasn't feeling too well though、frazzled by their grim circumstances —— and who could even blame her? though he was hesitant in his approach、he eventually hovered a hand to ━
She listened and although it truly seemed like it was entering one ear and out the other, she was truly intent on his words, though having just experienced a trial last night without Dwight and dying had her feeling shaky and timid.
“Thank you…you make me feel okay….”
lips parted to object at first ﹔ but on a second thought、he changed his mind. it wasn't too different from another one of their teammates and the way that she would utilize shards of glass for something sharp on hand to defend ━
“ then I might as well not feed into what it wants which is me running and feeling fear, hm?”
She couldn’t help but take a deep breath and exhale silently.
“ I refuse to be a puppet and if that calls for me being punished….so be it.”
〝 i don't like being useless either... but i guess the entity wants more of a 'raw survival instinct' built from the ground up out of nothing than to have it practically handed to you. it's 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥... and i don't really agree ━
“I just — I hate being useless?”
She spoke softly shaking her head as she looked back at the other survivor, optimistic was something she rarely had ever been even out there.
━ advantage in this place、it strips you of it. assumes that's unfair —— if you can believe it... 〞⠀a quiet huff expelled、he'd bent at the waist to begin drawing shapes in the dirt with a flimsy stick.