today on reddit a user on r/goldfish found what is perhaps the rarest breed of goldfish (so much so that it was considered an urban legend) on earth and documented it for the first time in modern history
i am incredibly sorry for posting that. it was an impulsive post and i understand that it hurt people. i will be better in the future, but maybe you guys should cut me off
@finite177 i just realized that if i make amends maybe that'll break the illusion that i can't change. i have to do it. for not just the good of everyone else but my own too
@finite177 i think what could be wrong is my therapists don't actually know what's wrong with me. because i'm aware i'm showing signs of bpd by doing this and i have told my therapists but because i'm still not 18 we can't do anything
@finite177 i've tried therapy and i STILL can't shake that i'm like. the worst person to ever live. i don't even think i realized it was wrong. it became as much a fact as the sky is blue