Sitting with the unbearable pain of losing my best friend of 15 years because a girlfriend didn't like it. Will prolly never recover from the shock of my best friend actually making the decision ๐คก
There is something about carrying childhood objects and relationships well into your adult life; the consistency, security and familiarity. A privilege allowing you to rediscover your childhood again and again. Wish I had that ๐ฅบ
In therapy talking about my childhood safe objects and i mention picture & storybooks. But now I cannot return to it anymore because I don't have capacity to read. BUT I am ALSO a part of a reading group that reads Freuds og works. See the irony ๐คก๐คก๐คก
the downfall of sarojini is not only institutionally fucked up, but it has been in progress since literally years. i remember when they started building those fuckall malls next to it, all of us knew that this would mean they'll displace the actual street vendors soon enough.