Pray about it. Your mood swings, your temper, your ego, your insecurities, your mindset, your self-love, your emotional state, your environment, your relationships, your lack of motivation, your lack of execution, your attraction to bad people. Pray about it all.
"But me, I'm not giving up.
I'm sticking around to see what God will do. I'm waiting for God to make things right. I'm counting on God to listen to me."
Micah 7:7
This generation hides behind “I don't owe anyone anything” to avoid accountability. Yes, you do. You owe apologies to those you hurt. Gratitude to those who showed up. Respect to those you disrespected. That's not weakness, that's maturity.
The bible tells us to walk by Faith and not by sight. While this isn’t always easy, it’s important to know that both fear and faith will require you to believe in something you can't see. You Choose. I highly encourage you to take the bold step of solidifying your Faith in God.
Maturing is realising selflove is when you decide to stop pursuing someone who isn't emotionally available to you... even if they seem like they are.
Bc sometimes, we confuse availability with access.