๐บ๐ธ๐จ๐ท 16 y/o 5'0 WoW player and other games.
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I was alone in the apartment of a soon it became clear to me โdate rapistโ fellow acting class acquaintance.
This was many years ago.
His loft had a complicated elevator so there was no way out the door for me without his help I recognized this going up in the lift.
We had just had dinner at a nearby restaurant after our class and he invited me up to see his roommate whom I knew and liked. He was also in the class but missing from it that night.
I ignored my strong internal warning not to go up with him. To risk being alone with him.
The roommate wasnโt home. Surprise, surprise.
Again, I was admittedly so stupid to risk being alone with him. He had a bad reputation among some of the women in the class โ predatory.
I agreed to dinner out of curiosity. He was very handsome, older than me, much stronger, and suddenly and immediately behaving once in the apartment very sexually-entitled.
He handed me a huge tumbler of white wine. Began touching me inappropriately and I felt trapped.
He was earnestly stroking my shoulders and insisting he must give me a massage since I was clearly way too uptight and he could help loosen me up.
It was like he was following a fast-paced script and I was passively flabbergasted by it all. But I knew where it was heading.
I sensed I couldnโt fight him off. I sensed if I tried even at that seemingly early point Iโd be successfully raped by him. That it was about to get horrifyingly ugly for me.
He was escalating his moves so rapidly and thuggishly all over my body. My protests unheard and futile.
We had performed several acting skits together over the course of our class. We both were convincing actors imo.
I had an idea.
I suddenly flung my hands around his neck and enthusiastically and boldly asked if our upcoming love-making [a/k/a the date rape] meant we would be a couple? Asked that for the next acting class that week we would sit next to each other. Did this mean we would seriously be dating? Boyfriend/girlfriend?
I was a complete, naive-acting dimwit.
He bought it.
I saw the repulsion and panic suddenly in his eyes. He kept pulling my arms off from around his neck saying, โYou are looking for a husband.โ โNo, no, no!โ
Like lightning he had somehow gotten me into that crazy elevator and spilled me out to the dark sidewalk below. He was blessedly gone with breathtaking speed.
It was almost comical but I knew I had escaped a traumatic rape. I was so lucky.
Taking such a risk with him was nauseating from such willful self-humiliation but I had gotten to escape.
I had thwarted his frightening โpower buzzโ from obviously enjoying my fear and helplessness heโd been operating under.
I had flipped the vibe.
Whew.
Next acting class he sat as far away from me as possible, totally ignoring me.
The class term ended blessedly soon after.
@hiiisteph I don't understand why this would make it acceptable to punish men who are falsely accused though. I think they probably are, but if they aren't, do they have recourse? Shouldn't you wait to judge until something more substantial happens?
If you happen to know who this Cornell "Jane Doe" is, get in touch and I would be happy to publish her name and identifying information. And yes -- this is 100% permitted under the First Amendment, whatever threats or emotional blackmail people might want to deploy