I got this new job and people have gone out of their way to visit me even thoughi live all the way on the other side of the globe. I appreciate it. It's sad that my mum isn't around for me to tell her about my new job though... but I will honour her wishes and try again
I feel like there's a lot of things that are pushing me to draw again. Before my mum passed late last year, she was also telling me I should draw again. Of course, in my grief I couldn't really think about stuff like that but after 7 months, I feel a bit better.
Also funny that after all these years of knowing Lia online. We get to meet and hang at my place... wrow. I also got to meet another online friend a few years back too! We're gonna rewatch all the p3 movies later
Now that I have a new job that's lowkey my dream job since I'm in the industry. I'm around a lot of stuff that inspires me to draw so I feel like this is a sign.
I have q shit ton of art books. I should use them. So funny how as soon as I came to Japan, I stopped drawing and stopped reading BL... but i should take advantage of the fact that I live here and can speak the language lmao
it'd be cool to create merch to sell... and have a booth. I've never done that before. I need to draw better art first. I feel like in the past it was just floating figures with no substance lol. I never thought about compositions and hated backgrounds
I can stil drawing my galaxy tab but like I'm V annoyed at the hand thingy... also have a cheap xp pen tab with no screen but the vibes.... I'm so picky I like using the same thing I have for years.... I don't like change
my cintiq had perished but I'm annoyed cuz the new cintiqs don't have buttons for some reason?? like... I was hoping there'd be an updated version of the cintiq 13hd... I also don't want a bigger one... the size before was perfect