Radical as a label is rough for me, in part because some of the best friends I've ever lost (as friends—they are still alive) described themselves as radicals and also began to avoid/cut out friends who they deemed were not radical e
I just want to never do anything with my life and just cease to exist, it’s so embarrassing constantly feeling like this and I’d rather be shot than talk to somebody about this in person and how would one even start that conversation.