fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️

edtwt + vents 🌱 she/her 🩶 black | 5'5 | sw: 240lbs cw: yes!! gw: 160lbs ugw: 130lbs

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

unpinning when I lose 40lbs ☆.－

[⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢𝚗𝚒𝚛𝚊 @muniiverse_]

the way i was supposed to be skinny by now

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

@fawn_doegirl swimming, dancing 🤷‍♀️

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

this is literally the kind of snack you make for a 5yr old 😭

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

having girl dinner 🌸🤍•.~

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

One thing about beyonce she knows how to make a good treadmill song
https://t.co/1IfcoZOLeb

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

wait this is actually crazyyyy 😭

[swirl @starveswirl]

im so disgusted with myself i cant believe i let myself gain this much

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

does anyone else deal with bad food scarcity mindset and food fomo? i think I've finally found out what's wrong with me 😵‍💫

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

maybe i actually do need the meanspo

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

no i GENUINELY think my life will be better once i become pretty

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

just got done with a 3-4hr karaoke session and if this is true, im gonna have to do karaoke EVERYDAY

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

i hate my thighs touching but also having too wide of a gap feels odd to me idk
flat stomach >>>

[skel ⛤ @rottenskelly]

i hate when ppl ask “thigh gap or flat stomach” .. BITCH FLAT STOMACH IMMEDIATELY WHAT

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

when i lose weight i wanna try a sport 🫢 like pickle ball/tennis, dance, etc... me a few years ago would be SICK at the thought of playing sports

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

i feel that im losing weight even if you can't tell from the outside BUT I SWEAR I FEEL DIFFERENT I SWEAR!!

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

im gonna start barbieism bc why people aren't talking about how good barbies values are? being kind, ambitious, she literally can do and be ANYTHING!!

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

recording myself for my speech class is more triggering than i thought 😭

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

im actually gonna kms WHY AM I SO FCKING FAT ?@?#,$*

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

im actually gonna kms WHY AM I SO FCKING FAT ?@?#,$*

[fairra 🧚🏾‍♀️ @NAWTENUFF]

it's so unfair... i didn't even use to be insecure about my arms or legs, i was actually kinda confident in them, but then i gained all this stupid fucking weight and now im pissed and my arms and legs are HUGE