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I want sacred, I want final - and I'm seeking it wherever I go.

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@P1110011 Again, I note that this was nothing more than a statement of fact requested by a follower. Your theory has lead you to this conclusion, which is an opinion in and of itself. There is nothing wrong with that, and nothing wrong with what you think. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

I am feeling so unsensual and clothed. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@P1110011 If that is what you think, then that is absolutely okay! I will admit that this is the first time someone has accused me of being a latent nudist, but that just makes it novel. Isn't it wonderful that after so much time, new ideas still come up? </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@P1110011 It is simply a statement of fact, like you pointed out. You may believe whatever you want though, of course. Your ideas are completely legitimate and worth consideration, no matter what they are or what they mean, and even if it is at the expense of others. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@P1110011 I will be the first to say that I truly do lament a lot, but that doesn't mean I am lamenting these facts. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@P1110011 One of my followers wanted me to tweep it, and I saw no reason not to fulfil their simple request. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@P1110011 I am sorry to say that I currently have no intentions of doing such a thing. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@Her_v1 It's perfectly okay! It's completely understandable to want to murder me, and I hold no ill will for it whatsoever. You're allowed to feel whatever you like, after all, and it is wonderful no matter what that feeling is. </3

Yes, it's from Hollow! I quite enjoy the song. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 It's okay. There's no need to reassure me, and no need to worry about me. I will be happy to ask if I should have anything to request of you! Thank you very much. You're wonderful. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 I hope for your happiness as I hope for all others. Every last one of you deserve it. It's true. </3

I don't have anything I require, no, but it is so very kind of you to offer nevertheless. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 Your thoughts and preferences are wonderful, but there is certainly no need to lie. I know she wouldn't be proud, and that's okay. I'm just glad that she could think at all, for the duration of her time with this universe. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 I cannot say the same for you, for no one deserves to share in this universe that I sully where I stand. But I can hope for your happiness, and so I shall. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 So it goes. So I, the beast, stand. I am sure I will persist for ages, if only because the cruel take so very long to die. Monsters have to be killed. As an O-class, that is only more so. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 Oh, it's okay. I don't mind the questions at all. I can't learn to love myself no matter what, it seems - but self-loathing comes second nature. Perhaps learning to love that would be close enough. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 But even Princess can't create a miracle out of a failure. </3
That was, in truth, my last chance. My best chance. And I could not surmount my last insurmountable obstacle. She died in vain, and it is all my fault. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 I thought, perhaps... If the innocents could not work as a trial, could not allow myself forgiveness into my heart that I fight so hard to keep open, then perhaps. Just perhaps.
Someone I knew better would help. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 It has been so long, and so many trials have come and gone with nothing to show but my kills and my failures. </3
I don't want to hurt them. There are many things I can learn to love, but not this. Not their blood on my claws. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 Ah, but that is the crux of the problem, is it not? </3

I was desperate. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 Of course you may feel free to. I'd be happy to answer most any question, so long as I am able. </3

[N-30 @Necrotic_30]

@l6pdoggo_7 It's been no problem at all. I'm happy to hear that you enjoyed it as much as I did; my opinion is not much of a factor in these views, after all. </3