NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻

Wannabe developer - Very occasional streamer

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

Picture of me about 30 years and 9 months ago

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

Hey. I stream again. Killing monsters of the hunter world variety and comfort eating https://t.co/sLBZO5u8zX

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

Last Monday I was given a whole weeks notice at work, and as of ~6 minutes ago I am unemployed

I am now a full time Demon's Souls streamer until I find a new job LUL

Also hi I started streaming again over a week ago but I don't like Twitter so

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

Guess I'll start streaming again

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

I didn't want the last thing I tweeted before I take a long break from social media again to be something horrendously negative so...

Add me on Discord for the talks should you so desire.

The world is a strange place right now. Take care of yourselves and each other more <3

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

I'm usually on discord if anyone wants to reconnect. Handle is NegatronBear#9815 to add, or https://t.co/GhahR9cSTa if for some reason DMing isn't possible.

Signing off again <3

Bye bye, stay safe, wear a mask, wash your hands, don't be a fucking predator

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

@Cass1e_00 I remember :)

I hope you're able to process everything in the healthiest way possible with all the care and help, professional or personal, that you need, and that you're able to move past it in time Cassie

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

I'm usually on discord if anyone wants to reconnect. Handle is NegatronBear#9815 to add, or https://t.co/GhahR9cSTa if for some reason DMing isn't possible.

Signing off again <3

Bye bye, stay safe, wear a mask, wash your hands, don't be a fucking predator

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

I said my piece and I feel a little better for it. Thank you to those who replied and reached out privately in support.

I spent a few days back on Twitter to see if I could handle it, but just those few days have already started affecting my mental health negatively again.

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

@OnodaTV the dunning kruger effect reminds me of several people. and those people remind me of this scene

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

@loki82_707 Honestly I've been thinking about it because I don't really care if people recognise me in channels any more and I feel like a change would be refreshing.

Also immature morons on Twitch keep taking the first 4 letters of my username and twisting it into an annoying race bait

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

@OnodaTV gotta protect from that rona

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

I just haven't got the strength to deal with any questioning or backlash from these apologists and, especially as a 6'3 260lbs man, I don't feel like I'd be taken seriously, and that's a problem.

Thanks for coming to my Ted talk.

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

I had my ass groped during a group photo at a convention years ago. While this pales in comparison to some of the stories I'm reading, it still to this day bothers me that a woman took that liberty with my body just because I was single at the time and they assumed it was welcome

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

They've already been called out publicly and their response / so called "apology" was robotic and barely sincere. Seeing how many people are apologising to this person for being called out and still supporting her.

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

It me. Made a thing.

All your COVID-19 news in one place.

Wash your hands and stay at home

[Nathan @NateCodes]

I'm not a designer so it doesn't look amazing.

But here's a thing I spent all night building so we can have all of our (mostly reputable) #coronavirus sources in one place

https://t.co/Vldfe1Bcfy

Also I'm going to be stuck in the USA if the air travel doesn't get any better 🙂

[NegatronBear 🎄🎅🏻 @NegatronBear]

Twitter seems to just be showing literally everything I'm not interested in, regardless of whether I have accounts on mute or block. It's become a place that brings me zero joy. All I get to see is people stirring shit and regurgitating arguments.

Logging out on all devices