ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ

"ᴡᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜᴀᴅᴏᴡꜱ. ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴇᴀ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɪʀ ᴀʀᴇ ᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴏᴍᴀɪɴ. ɴᴏ ꜰᴀʟʟᴇɴ ᴄᴏᴍʀᴀᴅᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ."

Our story. Kane, Sebastian, and I.

⛔AGreene

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@MaskMyRage 😂😂 Dead 🤣

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

Back to the party! Happy Birthday, Carver. @MaskMyRage (the original Sprite) 😉

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@TDATDRolePlay Or watermelon. RUN... 🤣

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

*Pokes my head out.* Man, that was close. Thank you, Moddie. @TDATDRolePlay

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@TDATDRolePlay I thought I was; I need a new hidey-hole!

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@SebastianRolins @KeiraKostanNC1 @KaneKarlsonRP @JosefKostanNC1 "If the people we love are taken from us, the way they live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever." ~ Sarah: The Crow

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

"For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it." ~ Ivan Panin

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@SebastianRolins @KeiraKostanNC1 @KaneKarlsonRP @JosefKostanNC1 can't keep doing this to me, Sebastian. It's not fair to me. Only to me, I'm not talking about Kane. It's...not...*the tears are going to come no matter how hard I try to hold them back* fair and..it..hurts..too..much. *I can't look at him anymore. I bury my head into his chest*

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@SebastianRolins @KeiraKostanNC1 @KaneKarlsonRP @JosefKostanNC1 I might be able to hold out from feeling any emotion until he made me look straight at him. his eyes tell nothing but the truth. we shouldn't have let go of each other. I blink once, twice, three times until my vision clears. I focus on his eyes shake my head no* We can't. You >>

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@SebastianRolins @KeiraKostanNC1 @KaneKarlsonRP @JosefKostanNC1 *I want to give in but I know when I do he'll say he didn't mean it. that he was just saying that to get me to talk. I'm tired of being tugged back and forth. tired of Kane's jealousy. I'm just tired. I keep telling them but no one listens. now they don't have to listen I'm done*

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@SebastianRolins @KeiraKostanNC1 @KaneKarlsonRP @JosefKostanNC1 *I heard Keira, I hear Sebastian. I heard Kane's voice nonstop talking. I hear just fine. I just don't want to feel. It hurts too much to feel. with exception to the feel of him holding me. the heat from his body and the sound of his strong heartbeat. I should have never let go*

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@SebastianRolins @KaneKarlsonRP @JosefKostanNC1 @KeiraKostanNC1 *I keep my head down when Sebastian says hi. there's the one person who might just understand how I'm feeling. I can't talk to him about it, Kane would be hurt. my silence is hurting them all. I can't explain why silence is better than raging. now I know what happened to me*

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@KaneKarlsonRP @JosefKostanNC1 @KeiraKostanNC1 *I move slowly I know it won't do me any favors to hurt my knee again. I upset him by pulling away I swear it's not toward him. I just can't tell him that right now. I take a couple more careful steps*

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@JosefKostanNC1 @KaneKarlsonRP @KeiraKostanNC1 *Kane helps me up gets me turned around. I look at dad, I can't even smile instead I nod my head once. Kane wants me to lean on him, I don't want that. I want...I don't know what I want. right now out of here*

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@JosefKostanNC1 @KaneKarlsonRP @KeiraKostanNC1 *I turn my head to look at dad when he calls my name. but then I turn back to Kane* We are done. I'd like to go upstairs now. *there is no way to explain what I'm feeling when I don't even know myself. it's easier for me to buffer myself from everything, everybody* Please.

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@KaneKarlsonRP @JosefKostanNC1 @KeiraKostanNC1 *I hear what dad and Kane say about Vince, the villa and Luciana. it's hard to think about her. her face haunts me. after working hard to get information in the memory bridge, nothing has changed, nothing* Do I have to go back to the recovery suite or can I go to the Penthouse?

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@JosefKostanNC1 @KaneKarlsonRP @KeiraKostanNC1 “I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with pain.” ~ James Baldwin

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@JosefKostanNC1 @KaneKarlsonRP @KeiraKostanNC1 *I kinda give him this look of disbelief* Dad, when has that ever stopped you from delivering bad news? *I don't like that he's putting this all on Kane* I'm getting the feeling it's not going to best coming from anybody. *looks down at Kane* Well, what is it, baby? What's up?

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@KaneKarlsonRP @KeiraKostanNC1 @JosefKostanNC1 words. I look over at dad, he looks uncomfortable* Alright, I'm a bright girl. Obviously, Keira almost spilled the beans on you two. So out with it, what major catastrophe is happening now?

[ღ Aɴɢᴇʟ Kostan ღ @NeverLetGoAngel]

@KaneKarlsonRP @KeiraKostanNC1 @JosefKostanNC1 *I'm laughing at Keira. all my life she's been a wild card, a jokester and my best friend. the way she lit out of pops office you would think her ponytail was on fire. at least that's what I thought until Kane said there's something he needs to talk to me about. famous last >>