Nikki Greyson

Mommy of 2. Pro recovery but not ready to recover myself.

28. Junkorexic.

sw:191 lbs
cw: 179lbs
ugw:100 lbs

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

I tried fasting and almost starved my baby since my body couldn't produce milk without food....

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

I really want to post a bc but I'm so ashamed of my body. What if I never get down to my gw?? I need someone to keep me going...

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

Baby girls is out amd beautiful! Already down 16lbs just from birth! 50 more to go until my ugw! Can't exercise for 6 weeks though 😕

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

I'm so depressed and angry. The only thing that gave me control was restricting and I still can't do it! I've gained so much! I hate myself so much!

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@_fatb0nes My sw was 245. You are not they only one. I'm currently pregnant, so I'm not losing right now, but one more month, and I'll be back at it with you!

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@urm0mkcals Tag me please! I need your wisdom

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@polablessings Feeling like an imposter and you're just looking for attention...

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

24 weeks along! Baby is measuring a week ahead of time. Grow strong little miracle. Be better than mommy.

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@rds_regret Pickles or apples

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@strved4seokjin OMG yes!

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@polablessings A breakfast burrito, a double cheeseburger, and a big slice of red velvet cake... or maybe just some donut holes.

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@polablessings I lost 33 lbs (15kg) since relapse after my first pregnancy. Now I'm pregnant with my 2nd and have to eat again😭.

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@jaemrexia Control over just one thing in my life...

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@Janeyitzy 1. I don't deserve to eat so I just cook for my man and my baby.
2. The less I eat the more money we have.
3. I hate myself.
4. I feel like I have control over something.
5. Cute clothes.

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

Almost half way!

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

I can't wait for this baby to be out so I can starve again. I still need to eat to produce milk, but not as much as I am now. I just want to waste away.

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@e4f3y It costs me $400 to go to ER. My appendix almost burst at home because I didn't have the money

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

@makemeechoke Thought

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

I can't stand eating so much! All I want is to lose weight, but my stupid heart and brain won't let me hurt this baby. I can't wait until I can fast again...

[Nikki Greyson @NikkiGTV]

Officially 3 months pregnant today and somehow I managed to lose 2.4 lbs! I don't know if I should be excited or concerned.