Atsushi of silly sealtwt !! is recovering ^^

#edtwt #suicidetwt | I really like BSD & seals / if ur uncomfy with edtwt feel free to sb 🫶/ pro-recov (in recovery)

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Ok logging off again bye guys

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Another day no slorn

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Who up

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I ran out of protein milk so I had to use unsweetened oat milk for my breakfast and omg this looks so sad

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I ran out of protein milk so I had to use unsweetened oat milk for my breakfast and omg this looks so sad

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Today is a day without slorn once more….will someone message me slorn I beg

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@slightlysickly ANOTHER WIN FOR HYPERFIXATION 🔥

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Trying to sleep and it’s midnight but I keep getting uncontrollable thoughts of my old school and I can’t stop them

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@slightlysickly I’m stumped on what to say because this is a perfect response thank you dude

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@slightlysickly Lmao trust me I did not but I spent my awake time reading a fic and then one of the tgcf extras so I wasn’t just wallowing for the whole night 🙏💥

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@slightlysickly THANK YOY OOMF 🔥🔥🔥🔥

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I need a hyperfixation so huge and so deep that I forget I wish I were dead

[🦷ASH @ASHBALLS23]

reminder for anyone that sees this: u will not gain fat if u eat 1200 calories. its not possible. i dont think anyones bmr here is under 1200, so if u eat that amount & weigh more the next day, its bloating/water weight/indigested food. stay safe yall

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But heyheyhey I can do it just give me more time to read my novels and rope some friends in I’ll be so joyous

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I need a hyperfixation so huge and so deep that I forget I wish I were dead

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Didn’t get a slorn from oomf today will someone else text me the word slorn to fill the void 🥀

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@slightlysickly U didn’t sound mean, more like a therapist LMAO

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Been more conscious of reality lately…don’t like that. I want to go to fantasy land forever please ☀️

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@slightlysickly But like most of my happy feelings in my day to day life come from being in my head w my hyperfixations and I don’t want to give that up 🌞💥

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But unless something bad happens or something goes wrong I don’t have thoughts of harming myself (I don’t think?) so we good mostly 🌞

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Because I have a horrible memory + I haven’t had a day of peace for a while (I don’t think idk I forget) I just don’t know what it’s like to feel like. Normal? But also sometimes when I’m existing someone says something funny and I laugh and I feel really warm and bright like—

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I would say “then because of that I don’t feel depressed I just feel tv show pilled” but honestly I don’t know if I feel depressed and I’m gonna talk about that hmmmmm

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— the sun and I think “I’m not depressed right now I’m just not engaging in something actively so I’m not actively happy” but I don’t know how normal people feel normally so I don’t know? They should diagnose me :4