hurts and feels pointless and suicidal but there should be a way to turn it around, idk how but this isn't forever key is be optimistic and proactive. Consider for future
It's funny how no one liked the ending to Dexter where he dies but actually survives it somehow, so they made a sequel show like 10 years later to undo the ending and they ended that show with him dying AGAIN
and everyone hated that ending too so they made ANOTHER sequel show years later to the FIRST sequel show rewrite THAT ending so now he didn't really die and survive it somehow AGAIN. It's not out in it's entirety yet but If he dies again in the end of it I'd laugh so hard