I welcome short encounters to feel at least a tiny bit validation that I am wanted and desirable.
I fear prolonged encounters for I feel that I am too worthless and undesirable to be with someone else.
Lol, I dreamt of single inferno
But instead of Kim Jeong-su chasing Sian, it was An Jong-hoon who was chasing Sian. Sian chose was still the same, so Theo and Jong-hoon became mine HAHAHAHA we shared one bed together (the casts and me went on a trip) 🫣🫣🫣
Maybe the reason why means of the youth today are weak in terms of mental strength is because of the life their parents or the adults provided them.
They lived their lives carefree and at ease.